What had happened to me? I can't seem to be able to control my temper lately. Frankly speaking, things had started to get hectic especially when the Ramadan Season is just around the corner. Both Management and Supporting Staff have to be involved in the upcoming activities going around the company.

I hope the duty roster wouldn't be crashing with any of my task's deadline or else things could only be completed on the very last minutes hence resulting in higher rate of mistakes. *sigh* I am not gonna ramble about work anymore or else I am gonna go insane for the next few months.

By the way, I had downloaded quite a few new episodes of my current favourite drama series – Royal Pains and Drop Dead Diva. Royal Pains is about house call medical consultation while Drop Dead Diva is all about legal. Hahaha … My all time favourite!

Anyways, I went to try out some new watches at EGO this evening. Hahaha … So, I was thinking. Since I am not able to afford pricey watches for the time being, I might just as well go for some cheapskate watches whilst saving up for a real nice and branded watch. But the thing is - they looked weird on my wrist. So, I ended up not buying anything until I have found the one.

Things haven't been going very smoothly today. Frankly speaking, I am not at all energized to work today. And somehow, I felt that all my energies were drained away from me. I am usually a happy go lucky person at work. But today, I was on the verge of exploding for several times. God! What had happened to me?

I am not stressed at work but then I felt that my feelings and emotions had been all messed up and I couldn't think straight. It's been a while since I had such a messed up mind. I think I might know the reason to it but I am not that willing to admit that it is the root cause to all these chaos.

You know what? I really understood why some people turned towards retail therapy whenever they are feeling down, stressed or whatever emotional problem you have got. It does lift one's spirit up. Hahaha … I was doing a bit of grocery shopping and it actually felt good when I was paying for the items at the checkout counter. Self-pampering is necessary at times.

Anyways, I had a déjà vu feeling this afternoon when the driver and I were picking up one of our managers at Batu Besurat. I felt like I dreamt about the place before and the exact scenario happening. The déjà vu feeling just appeared on my mind out of no reason when the driver was slowing down the van to look for our manager.

And I think I saw one of my ex-friends in the area when the déjà vu feeling took place. I saw his car and the exact car's plate number. The two of us sort of had a big misunderstanding before resulting to a harsh end of our friendship. Frankly speaking, I hadn't been good in controlling my own feelings and emotions when I was a kid. All I can say is that, teenagers tend to do stupid things when they are going through those rebellious periods. Hahaha … I am just one of them.